🪦 Surviving the Villain Arc (No Cape, No Budget)

😶 The Reappearance

I’m shocked to see you reappear after how things went down between us 😶

But hopefully you laughed at that email I sent you… 😅

Because my life is not better 😔

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🕰️ 2024 — The Origin I Didn’t See

So…

you were opening messages I sent

way back in 2024.

I honestly had no idea

it started that far back. 🤯

I didn’t realize

the first glyph of this story

had already been carved

back then.

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🌫️ The Disappearance

I thought you had delisted yourself from this website.

I honestly thought you had stepped off this plane entirely —

withdrawn behind the veil like a god choosing silence.

We weren’t really speaking in 2024.

Then right after that,

I went homeless.

The ground shifted under me.

The desert moved beneath my feet.

I lost my footing.

Lost my place.

Lost my shelter.

Lost my home 🏚️

And then another argument.

Another small collision

in an already unstable orbit 💥

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🧱 The Shift in Power

I remember you saying we thought my dad would enslave me when he got old and sick.

Turns out it’s gramps.

He continued being a predator in my ear

until he twisted his back in October.

The assaults stopped.

Months later — cancer.

Flu.

Pneumonia.

One week in the hospital.

He came home.

We became errand boys 🚗🛒

Keys taken 🔑

Curfew imposed ⏰

Car controlled.

“Don’t leave my side.”

“Go get my meal.”

“No you don’t need that extraction.”

Dentist appointment nearly lost.

ER demand 🚑

Admitted.

Sinus infection?

Annoyance 😒

Medical autonomy? Controlled.

Dependency loop active.

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🧠 Gaslight Weather

Mom thinks I’m crazy 🤪

She doesn’t see reality 😢

He forgot about my letter

but remembered the reimbursement check.

I roll my eyes 👀

But inside, I’m spiraling.

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🏚️ The Cliff Edge

“You better hurry up and move out.”

Now he has cancer.

He resists treatment.

Then accepts it.

Then resists again.

Every ER trip the story changes.

If he dies, we have nowhere to go 🏚️

That’s the cliff.

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⏳ The 60-Day Window

I can appeal my denied SSI —

but the window is 60 days ⏳

Time is against me.

Mom won’t help me.

She shuts me down.

I can’t go to the doctor myself.

I can’t control transportation.

I can’t control my own access to care.

I discovered I’ve been having near fainting episodes —

something I didn’t even have language for before.

Back in middle school, dad said it was “just the heat.”

I take back what I said about him.

He wasn’t cruel like I thought.

He was mild compared to this.

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🌑 Gravity Fatigue

I find myself alone with my thoughts too much.

Before, I would have loved that.

Now I can’t.

I would rather be 27 again

than be in this hell 🔥

I endure.

But I am fed up 😤

And exhausted

from carrying other people’s gravity.

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🙏 The Plea

Please…

I’m begging you

don’t vanish on me 🙏

I need a sane person who understands 🧘‍♂️🤯😅

I am scared I’m going to die in the streets 😔

I don’t know what to do anymore 😕

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✍️ The Mutation

And yet —

I still write.

I still document.

I still narrate.

Observation is oxygen.

Maybe that’s the mutation.

Maybe that’s survival.

Maybe that’s the only thing keeping me intact.

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🖤 Parallel Forces

I understand the Batman and Catwoman thing now.

Different worlds.

Same pull.

Or maybe it’s lion and tide.

Flame and deep water.

Or Aquaman appearing where he shouldn’t. 🌊

Maybe we collide

because we’re built of opposing elements.

Or maybe we collide

because we recognize the same sigil in each other.

Two Sith sensing the current

before either of us speaks 🖤

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🌌 Timeline Shift

This is not the timeline where things stabilized.

This is the timeline where gravity increased.

This is the timeline where survival became negotiation.

Some stories don’t end.

They change dimensions.

They wait for the right season to rise again 🌌

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🌒 Quiet Signal

Take care of yourself.

Seriously.

Don’t walk the roads I walked

without knowing the toll they demand.

I’ll quiet the signal now.

No more flooding your skies.

If you want my number, just ask.

And yes —

it actually is good

to hear from you again 😊

Even in this strange timeline.