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Exposing his lies - I have gone after what i want

Writer's picture: amarathystamarathyst

I thought I was done with this post

Then out of nowhere, the guy comes back with a new account to message me on


The same feeling of being creeped-out ran down my spine

And now I will fill you in on the new information this idgit got wrong


let the shenanigans begin

  • He claims I do not go after what I want


This is COMPLETELY FALSE


I smell a story coming on


I have gone after what I want


Why do you think, I made an Instagram and a YouTube channel for?


I went after what I wanted to do with my life

DUH?

It did not happen overnight either and it took my years to realize that is what I needed to do with my life


When did this happen and why?

It happened after I woke up to know this nagging feeling of wanting to help awaken other people

in my own way of course


YouTube just came naturally to make even more spirit blog posts

sometimes a video response is far better and in more depth than just words alone


Why I became a lightworker in the first place?


  • To help and to inspire others

  • To spread my higher wisdom

  • To spread my light

I went after that...

you can't tell me I never went after that

 

If he means something else

For instance

Idk a husband


Sorry but I am not into the dating drama nonsense


I tried to many times and gave up

It is better to be single than to be with someone who would never understand you


For me, it's not just about the drama but I have yet to find the one who completes me

No one has come close


I gave people chances and saw red flags

I got out


Would you stay with someone

  • Who causes you nothing but anguish and hate?

  • Who lowers your vibration?

  • you have nothing but petty fights

  • he lies to you

  • he manipulates you

  • he abuses you

  • he judges you

  • ETC

Why would you stay in that relationship - anyways


 

I had my fill of people who used me as a sex toy and claimed it to be love


I had a man manipulate me and he kept secrets

He also judged me and said I was a sheeple 3D person when in fact he was the sheep

who claimed he was on 5D but his actions were of 3D


Another man tried to enslave me as a wife

you know how the wife always listens to the husband without question

yeah he was one of those types


each man lowered my vibration rather than to raise our vibrations

I had no choice but to leave them

they were toxic so I had to get out and I am so glad I did


 

Is he talking about going after what would make me happy?


I would have to say I went after that too and am already doing it



What could he possibly mean that I am not going after???


your guess is as good as mine

 

Oh just your typical person who got you wrong and is telling you what you need to do


  • Just stop, I don't need anyone to tell me how to do me…

  • I know what I have gone after

  • You are not in my head to know such things

  • Stop pretending to know me

  • It is not helping anything here

 

This is only from the first sentence of his message

:O


He uses the word IFA and I go


I don’t know what this IFA means but I assume it stands for IN future action

/shrug


I’m not good on the whole internet slang

Except for BRB and lol

:P


Time for a google search


Well IFA is not “in future action”

It actually means independent financial adviser

Ook… why didn't you just type that out for

How was I supposed to know what three letters could mean :P

For all I know it means “In fucking ally”

LOL


 

We will come back to IFA later as he changes the topic to a name then goes back to IFA

This was only the first message he sent me

two topics

:O

 

you think i am done but wait there is more... tons more :P

The second message starts out like this


He called me (Alafia)

Dear friend, how you and how family


I’m like oh great its this other nut I just blocked who gave me the Heebie-jeebies

Now when I look again at the previous video evidence – that name never appeared until this message


 

Then it hits me

how can you be telling me ANY of this


The striking thing is that stuck out was in the last message:

He told me I needed to see an oracle reader to even acquire such knowledge what he is spatting out at me

I blocked you before I even called the number you requested me to buzz

How are you reading me without me actually being “there”


I assume he is reading one of my older photos I shared on Instagram or through my YouTube if they followed the link from my bio

Either way, that part is really spooking me out


but wait, this feeling continues when i read his messages more clearly after blocking out everything after i read - oh great its the person i blocked coming at me again


 

The rest of the message was about money before hitting me with and oh yeah you're a destiny of this god


Review of economical situation

I’m like WTF

What so called review

I did not even call the number to speak to you or to this oracle


He goes onto say whatever I do – something is pulling me back so I cant see money growth

I'm like you're a bunch of shit

You know nothing about me or my life

So stop spatting this nonsense


 

Its not my fault i have a small topic within a small topic.over on YouTube so no one can find me lol.

While on instagram grew to 500 but even then i still have no comments while other people get all the love or even in their inbox and me get barely anything


I have to work so much harder than other people then this hits me i am out of place i am not from this current timeline i must be an alien lol


Bonus Factor

Karma just means – there are only demonic people and the rest of the population have to put up with the garbage :P

Be in the wrong place at the right time…

Do bad and you will get karma back for it

Do good and get good things out of life – be warned trolls will be hot on your heals

Moths to a flame as they say

 

After the IFA in more depth, he goes onto say I am a Destiny child of this god


I am thinking: A so-called destiny child of this god i never even heard of

Surre


I heard that once before and guess what

He said I was this angel whose name I can not remember.

The angel was for balance – the only part I can remember

Turns out this person was a demonic soul who spoke of destiny but it held no water


 

a second person was demonically influenced and I stopped feeding into his ideas after he lashed out at me from being mad at someone else and he took his anger out on me.

that is when i really knew something was a mis with him miss

i ignored the other red flags i was feeling until that moment


 

only after I met with an angel messenger to remind me what i was overlooking


  • a light being would never harm another light being

  • we do not love evil

  • we listen to our partner and try to make them feel good at all times

  • we would never lash out at our partner and friends

  • we do not enslave our wife to listen to our commands only

  • we do not help evil people

  • we do not turn the other cheek to evil

  • you can not change your soul race

  • you only become what you are meant to become

  • an orange can not change into a slice of cake


  • the missing of the 1,000 lightworkers is to help and to locate other light beings

  • we are to reach 5D

  • we are to expose evil and demonic energy

  • we are to expose the false light truth

  • we are to teach the way of life of 5D



I was caught up into the whole love anyone even if they are trolls who are hating on you

help anyone including the people who drain you and lower your vibration

work it out with the person you love even if they are harming you


look the other way and forgive the person for abusing you

which to me never made any sense at all


i am sure there are other things i could say but this only came to mind


there are plenty of other messages on this topic that i previously shared

way too many to list here out of thin air

i exposed so much false light truth already


if you cant see the bigger picture then i cant help you

look to the god Thoth for insight


 

one last thing i need to mention is


do the shadow work

we are to heal the darkness in us

a light being can do this while a demonic soul can't even acknowledge it


angels don't listen to evil people

we turn our nose up at evil

we learn from our mistakes and move forward

we take the hard road less traveled


look into the Budah way of life

Buddhism


Find your peace

find your balance

find the light

out with the darkness

 

How can you tell me what these other people had stated before while being demonic influenced

are you no different than these people who said the exact same thing?

I scoff at being told I am a destiny child of this god: I never even heard of

I feel no connection to your god or your pantheon


In that, exact moment that is when I knew it was the same person who was trying to convert me…

And then the creeps set in again


I feel no connection to the name they used either



I already gave you the name of the God I believe in

To not even USE his name to tell me I am this other god’s destiny child is fucked up


Let me start from the beginning


  • I am doing this great mission

  • I feel i am one of the 1,000 lightworkers

  • i feel i am an angel

  • being an angel i am here to do the god's work

  • I connect with certain gods and so I feel i am carrying out their great work


Does this make sense?

Good...


now onto the destiny child part


  • For you to say another god’s name

  • Who I feel no connection to

  • Is a slap to my face

  • When I have already aligned with a different god and different pantheons

  • And sometimes I get visions of these gods I feel connected to

  • Oh just the usual messages I give to the world… that sort of thing


The only destiny child that I can understand of would be

One of the 1,000 lightworkers

I was told this by an angel messenger

My spirit guide told me this

I felt it before I was told and even before I knew what it was


for you not to mention any of this has me adding more suspicions of you

 

now back to the name, he called me


There is no feeling when I read the name

There was absolutely nothing

And instead, maybe I felt anger – I am now since the guy I blocked came back..


However, when it comes to goddesses there are only two or three I might consider myself them in past lives

But this other name.. no… there is no “special” feeling on it


 

i blocked his account so he had to use a sub-account to send me this garbage


i recorded it before i blocked this person - again


if i was a dear friend, i would have never blocked you in the first place


even this message gives me the creeps

 

OMG that took MANY hours to write

Sure i was fooling around with making tea and had to redo it but damn this took way

than expected


sure some of it was written beforehand until i delved into longer-drawn out topics and

I also had to rearrange the topics to make the post flow better

if i did not do that things would be out of order


i know these kinds of posts consume me but in the end it IS worth it



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