i guess i really should not be looking for validation on the net....... after all i lost many accounts through out the years
why build something for many years only to end up losing it all at once
that is why i am crying over it
i worked so hard and yet it was pulled out from under me
so what if i didnt have but 5 people liking here and there
many stopped sending me messages
i should not care about losing my account or accounts but i do
if i never was on the net then i would not have met the people who sent me messages even if i end up losing them as contacts and they stopped messaging me
maybe i should try and go back to my website knowing THAT is the only thing i can not lose.... just like guilded and discord
and stay off social media for i keep losing my accounts - being shadow banned and i am not the only one who suffers from this
but these are just my thoughts as i am depressed over losing all of my hard work
i was so excited to do more mermaid photos on IG only to be cut off from having all of my fans......... even if it was only 5 people out of 400 i had on my account
now starting with ZERO
yeah it hurts
and i wont pay for advertisements either to help me grow......... so im back to years of work ahead of me
sucks i lost all my contacts tho even if they dont speak to me....... so hopefully they can find me again for i lost over 400 people who followed me
maybe i should restart facebook.... but i keep getting shadow banned on there too
so idk what to do
....... guess try
since YT can not grow
im stuck at 100 subs
while my IG was slowly growing
well there is twitch but can you really stream photos only?
lol
i wonder
heh guess thats why i am a gamer with no life and no social media now
like before
:laughing:
at least i am starting to feel better despite losing all that hard work
i know i made many phases
just like on my YT
upset that no one can see my progress - my story slowly unfolding and can look back
i myself never really look back at all the posts i made but i do know i went through maybe 3 phases on IG
if you asked me
was i happy with my posts
i would say
at the time yes
now not so much
but that is just on the spirit blog posts though
i hate having to regrow from nothing...... it took me many years and my YT is still struggling - as to why im upset..... doing hard work all over again is a pain and i did not look forward to having to restart but...... i am met with i have to restart and it is ok to restart
i just hate having to do the work all over again