how dare you crush my ego because i did not meet your high standards expectations
calling me a demon because of THAT is demonic in itself
i was never the demon culprit YOU was
fuck you
no god would ever treat you like shit because you were not meeting there expectations
call me crazy because i feel they would tell you what is on THEIR mind
they would work with you
not against you for failing their high standards
you were a brat who lashed out
that in itself is demonic
you are the demon for lashing out at me for not meeting YOUR standards
fuck off you bastard
i may know why you call me a demon now but that act in itself is demonic and is an outrage!
you need to learn more control and patience rather than blowing up when you don't have your way and throwing a tantrum
i was crushed because i was not meeting YOUR expectations
fuck that shit
that is an demonic act that i will never do again
i uphold my own standards and never for someone else
in that act of failing your expectations and being called demonic by you... made me question my stance as a lightworker... for what reason other than to fail to see i was not meeting YOUR expectations... this is the only reason why i was derailed. i was devastated because i was not meeting your expectations
fuck that
go to fucking hell you demon
i am not the demon
i was the angel of the light this WHOLE time
you made me rethink that just because i was not meeting your high standards
OMG
what is wrong with me
now that i see that
i wont make that same mistake twice
no way!!! i would never act out and tell the person off because they were annoying me for my standards were not being met do you ever see me lash out because no one is meeting my standards?
HELL NO
you don't
how dare you call me demonic for not meeting your personal high standards when in fact i follow the old ways of the gods what you have shown me that fateful night.. is not the old laws of the gods
how dare you for crushing my ego, game
how fucking dare you for making me question my stance on being a lightworker
i wont stop spreading my light
i will never act spoiled
i will continue to do the great work, the mission at hand
how sad FOR you to be on that low vibrational thinking.
if it doesn't go my way i will throw a tantrum and lash out
you WERE the sheep not me
how dare you for calling me a demon because it didn't go your way
fuck you
call me crazy for i feel the gods would have more patience and a calmer attitude than a spoiled snotty rich kid.
no god would do this. hurt your ego because you failed to meet their high standards
i mean i have a strong feeling they wont do this or think like this i know i hear voices from those trances from what i gather not even a god would go that low to demand high standards from people as i stated before i feel the gods would work with you and never against you in this manor
sure if you piss them off by harming others and being a REAL demon then yes you have pissed off the gods for going against the old laws that they follow and have shown you are not an angel of light.
the gods will not speak and work with demons.
stay with the old laws of the gods and you are a light being
i have seen all kinds of people
short fuses
long patience
somewhere in between
i work with my energy and work with all kinds of people
i have learned the art of keep your patience even when your annoyed
sure i have blown my fuse at people but it was never because they failed my expectations
they pissed me off for being immature or lustful
final note: you were acting like a spoiled rich kid who didn't get their way
you are the demon
that is low vibrational thinking and acting
i will NEVER succumb to that nonsense and i never was like that to begin with
you think i was spoiled... nope!
i never act spoiled
i never act like a DVA
i am light
i am an angel of the light, here i am!
i am divine
i am powerful
i am magical
i am a mystic
i am an angel
i am dragon fire
i am dragon magic
i am all powerful
i am a goddess born true
i am purity
there is no demon blood inside me
i no longer feel the need to prove myself to you or anyone
i need to prove myself to myself only
not for anyone else
i learned that lesson the very hard way and i know from that.. i am an angel
i'm glad i finally see that i was hurt because i failed his high standards... pfft
now idc he can go to hell for this demonic act -
*not meeting my standards*
i am not the demon
i was the angel of the light this WHOLE time
i am light
i am an angel of the light, here i am!
i am divine
i am powerful
i am magical
i am a mystic
i am an angel
i am dragon fire
i am dragon magic
i am all powerful i am a goddess born true
i am purity
there is no demon blood inside me
UPDATE you jumping to conclusions before i could respond does not help your case
i was called demon for saying aye and yes
i was busy but failed to tell him this
he gets the wrong idea that i was being cold and demonic
for i was not meeting his expectations of
hey i want to talk to you, give me ALL your attention right now
he called me a demon for not giving a longer response
he was fed up with me
instead of asking me are you busy or why am i responding in yeses only
he called me out to be a demon
me writing about my ex being the demon and scared of me
this new guy thinks i was talking bad about him and when i was AFK again he slammed me with ... well since your not really here talking to me and i dont have your undivided attention you are going to be blocked for your demonic acts i ask myself wtf is he talking about
what demonic acts have i committed?
my answer i did not meet his high standards
i did not have his full attention because i was busy at that time and not feeling up to talking
him being an empath i thought he would understand and notice something is wrong but as usual men can not read your mind
then it hits me right before this he was insulting my facebook group that i created
saying i let in all the selfish people in the group. letting evil people inside the group
he was also upset that his posts were being pushed down to the bottom and he was angry and told me he is wasting him time
he left my page and group
insulted me about letting the bad people into my group
i told him fine the group failed from the start
he says it didnt fail it led us together
he was going to make a new facebook group geared towards a new lightworker movement
wanted me to be an admin but since my mind was already hurt from what he said previously... i wasnt that interested in hearing what he had to say
here let me just show you what he said.. it would be easier than me typing it...
once again showing you since his expectations were not met he threw a tantrum and left
he dosnt inbox me till an hour or so later i was freaking out
this was the last thing i read i am already freaking out from seeing they both leave my group without a word he said nothing about leaving the group until i saw he left it when i was trying to pin his posts i felt hurt that he left and made his friend leave it too she said nothing to me and that is where the hurt is coming from
after this event i was somewhat depressed and didnt want to talk to him
the next day ...
he continues to insult me as he continued to talk about the new group and made me an admin ... that's why i gave that one sentence
i waited but he never added me to the new group
then later that day he gets fed up with me for failing to uphold his high standards
i will show you the length of the messages... i will only show the last message he gave me before blocking me
how is listnening and paying attention to everything he was saying... is a demonic act?
my answer it is not but apparently he was pissed off at me
me i was listening and nodding
i guess he HATED that
(for a week i was doing this as he was giving me long messages.. sometimes i gave more than a short response but i guess he just hated how i was speaking to him as i was listening and paying attention to what he was telling me...
here is the evidence
then i spoke about my ex being the demon he was on my wall not in his inbox.. i made several posts about it
apparently that set him off
the time stamps say i was writing within minutes but he says i saw his messages ten minutes late
i don't know what to believe... the time stamps or his word
for all i know he was being sarcastic and mean when he wrote this last statement to me
after reading all my posts directed at my ex friend
let me show you the pots i made to my ex friend which fueled this guy to block me and call me a demon for not having his way
8 posts in all
no idea if this guy read just the one that he commented on or did he read them all
he was mad that i was writing these long posts rather than writing long message responses to him
i can only assume that is the case from inferring what he said to me
this was the only photo he commented on. asking me if i was talking about him
then he inboxed me
he wrote the first sentence as i was writing the long posts and being distracted but i saw it as... paying attention and nodding... looking back through the messages i can't tell you if the timestamps are wrong or not since i was responding within minutes or three minutes tops after i wrote the last thread on my wall.. i was AFK and did not see his comment or inbox message until he already blocked me looking back.. i question what demonic act he refers to
all i see is him not having his way
as you can see by why he left my group to make his own
insulted me and the group
was he feeling that i was hurt and not wanting to conversate
i shall never know his reason for this last message that made me rethink everything
turns out i was not in the wrong HE was
how dare he.... is all i can say now
i thought he was mad at for being distracted and i felt he was pissed at me for not having my full undivided attention
either the timestamps are wrong or he was right... or he is being sarcastic as he is being mean
either way i will never force myself to want to be approved by someone else's standards
fuck that shit
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