moving forward without this person in my life after complicated trials and fails

i say this based on emotion

in that time of weakness, i said it to just get it out of my system

to heal

now i have to heal my shadow self...

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that moment when you realize the person is gone for good after a complicated friendship of trials

a sigh of relief but i cant help but feel the empty void where this person was

time moves forward

the wound will be forgotten

i will heal the shadow self

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i knew him off and on for 5 or 6 years