the universe tests me about.. how loyal i am to the one i love...

4-22-19

i had a test about love

naturally, the person faded from my life - again

i am left with my best friend who i have fallen in love with

he stays in my life while all others fade... it makes me want to marry the man lol

the universe tests me about.. how loyal i am to the one i love...

i open dated others to see where i stand with my best friend

to my surprise, i may find other friendships who ask me out and i say yes but they leave me

i tried to see if another could be the one

turns out i was mistaken

no matter how many i try i always go back to the one i fell in love with

sometimes you have to go through hundreds of people to find the right one

going back to him

as you went through open dating

seeing other people

to know for sure this man is the one

the universe constantly tests me... about this

i never met any of these men outside of the internet... i am glad it happened that way

now my obstacle is getting the funds to move to my bff location

the men who asked me out

they block me on messengers

we lose contact and i never hear from them again

encase you were wondering