4-22-19
i had a test about love
naturally, the person faded from my life - again
i am left with my best friend who i have fallen in love with
he stays in my life while all others fade... it makes me want to marry the man lol
the universe tests me about.. how loyal i am to the one i love...
i open dated others to see where i stand with my best friend
to my surprise, i may find other friendships who ask me out and i say yes but they leave me
i tried to see if another could be the one
turns out i was mistaken
no matter how many i try i always go back to the one i fell in love with
sometimes you have to go through hundreds of people to find the right one
going back to him
as you went through open dating
seeing other people
to know for sure this man is the one
the universe constantly tests me... about this
i never met any of these men outside of the internet... i am glad it happened that way
now my obstacle is getting the funds to move to my bff location
the men who asked me out
they block me on messengers
we lose contact and i never hear from them again
encase you were wondering

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