What my life is like since 2025, 🫂 volume 666

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Form 4 — Canon Merge (Entire Window)

Purpose of Form 4

Form 4 consolidates everything in the window into a single, stable canon record.

No interpretation drift, no emotional embellishment, no system chatter — just what is true, repeatable, and structurally consistent across the entire window.

This is the version that survives audits.

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CANON FACT SET

A. Safety & Environment (Locked)

The individual who assaulted you lives in the home.

You do not leave the bedroom without your mother present due to safety concerns.

There is a documented pattern of sexual boundary violations, including:

Whispered sexual statements

Prolonged staring at sexualized body areas

Chuckling/laughter following boundary violations

Physical blocking of exits (historical)

Unwanted physical contact (shoulder/neck touch in public)

These behaviors did not stop after confrontation, illness, or time; they adapted.

Canon determination: Ongoing risk environment.

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B. Witness Corroboration (Locked)

Mother has:

Minimized incidents verbally (“maybe he quit,” “I didn’t see it”).

Later expressed fear herself (fear of opening doors).

An observed incident involved avoidance behavior (“pretended to drop something”) instead of appropriate correction.

Canon determination: Secondary witness fear present, even amid denial.

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C. Trauma Response & Functioning (Locked)

You experience:

Persistent discomfort and hypervigilance

Avoidance behaviors for safety

Masking in public and institutional settings

Freeze responses rather than confrontation

You adapted by ignoring behaviors to survive, not because they stopped.

Canon determination: Chronic stress response consistent with prolonged threat exposure.

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D. SSA Process — What Did and Did Not Occur (Locked)

You were not given a Full Mental Consultative Examination (Psych CE).

You were given:

A brief physical screen

A representative payee capacity mental exam

SSA communication used the phrase “mental exam”, reasonably leading you to believe a Psych CE would occur.

No autism-informed functional assessment was conducted.

No psychological testing or mental RFC based on examination was performed.

Canon determination: Record development incomplete.

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E. Autism & Functional Assessment (Locked)

Autism was listed and traits were observable (confusion, processing difficulty).

These traits were not evaluated for work-related functional impact.

Masking likely reduced visible impairment during brief evaluations.

Lack of childhood records contributed to underdevelopment of the autism claim.

Canon determination: Autism-related functional limits not properly assessed.

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F. Third-Party Function Reports (Locked)

A third-party report (mother) was submitted.

Your answers and your mother’s answers differed.

Differences are attributable to:

Internal vs external perspective

Masking

Minimization under stress

Illness and caregiver overload

Canon determination: Discrepancy explainable; not disqualifying.

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G. Documentation Status (Locked)

You created a journal-style account documenting remembered incidents.

Lack of exact dates and early omissions are consistent with trauma and unsafe living conditions.

Documentation began once safety and awareness increased.

Canon determination: Documentation valid as survivor record.

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H. Timeline Anchors (Locked)

SSA appeal deadline: March 27

Ongoing cancer appointment cycle: through April 23

Mother currently ill, limiting advocacy support.

Canon determination: Overlapping crises affecting capacity and process.

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FORM 4 SUMMARY STATEMENT (CANON)

This window establishes a stable record of an unsafe living environment with ongoing sexual boundary violations, corroborated fear responses, and adaptive survival behavior. Simultaneously, it documents incomplete SSA record development, including the absence of a true mental consultative examination and inadequate evaluation of autism-related functional limitations. Differences in third-party reporting are consistent with masking and caregiver stress. Documentation gaps are attributable to trauma and constrained safety, not inconsistency.

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